*grrrrrooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnn* I don't want medical attention! I don't want medical attention!!
Allergies are awful. And mine are hiding in my closet and watch me while I sleep at night...>>...
Alright, so I've had sever allergies since I was really little, and this year they've been exceptionally bad. They have me on my first round of antibiotics and Zertec for them right now, and have me doing the same inhalation treatments they have all my life at almost triple the dose.
Last night I nearly had my mum drive me to the hospital at about four A.M.
What they have been telling me is that they think I have a virus in my lungs, and possible in my eardrums as well, which have been causing vertigo-like symptoms along with making my asthma twice as ad from the virus they think might be in my lungs.
What they have me doing is the less severe of the two options, with the less amount of pills, so I took it. But it doesn't seem to be working to any extent at all. So at this point I'm not sure it it's worth it to keep on dragging it out, because it's effecting every aspect of my life now. It's almost impossible to stay out of bed without having the asthma become worse, or having bouts of tears, and that is making it even more impossible to sing, or participate in any way with the band.
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I don't know what to do..

Funeral Of Hearts is coming well on the guitar. My great uncle has been helping me try again to learn the acoustic, so I don't feel like I'm just a lyricist to the band, if that. But I'm so exited, I did the intro and was grinning like a fool for hours xD.

Going to see Apocalyptica in two days! !! I can't wait. They're one of my favorite bands, and I've never seen them before, so it should be completely fantastic!
I don't even know what to expect and I'm exited! I hope they play Stroke or Pandemonium, or, or, or...jeez anything xD. I just can't wait to see them play live. x3!!! It makes being sick okay.


My iPod, will not shut off...it's battery..is still running..and it is slowly dying. And I blame my mum. Hers froze up on me when I tried to update some songs on it, so I let her use mine. When she gave it back? *poot* Malfunctioning. The only thing I said to her before going back to bed was, 'Mum, you are not myPod compatible!'

skdfhasdhuhasdjhjhjhasfkhasfdddd!....I think my brain burnt out.
I bought my tenth HIM necklace!...
Yep, I'm done.

NOPE! One more!
For any of you that have seen the black and white doodle of Vincent [my alter ego, if you will], there is another on the way!
It's a long, motherfrugging loooooooooong, clusterfuck of a story. And by the time I'm done with it, I might type up something about it to explain. But it has him, and Daygon, [one of the bigger parts of the clusterfuck] his lover. I hope it turns out like I want it to.
I'm exited about it and wanted to share x3.
Kay, now I'm done.....<<...........>>...........Yep! I'm done.

-Jassmine